DEAR DIARY,
My love experience is somewhat funny because I'm always loving someone without loving me in return. But it's ok because I know that in the right time and perhaps in my right age God will be able to give me the right man more than of what I expect. Most of my crushes are only my friends. Let me name some of them. They are Rhino, who has been my crush since my first year college, Erwin, my churchmate and whom I shared my secret the most. Sir dee, my boss in Mandaluyong where we took our OJT and now we're close because I helped him to be closed with Janice, his crush. Kuya Jonathan, is my close friend despite of our distance and we're always chatting on net. He always shares with me his problems regarding his family, work, being a christian, and love life.These four are my crushes and my friends as well. At first of course I'm wonderig why all my crushes seem not interested with me. Yeah, I know that I should be contented of how they express their feelings to me ....as a friend. I should not expect more because if I will do so they might not be so closed to me like today. These four have already their GF and they open it up to me everytime we have the chance to talk. Though it hurts me so, I have nothing to do but to listen, advise, and pray for them to be at their best always. I know that in God's time, I will be able to meet my first and last man in my life. And I have nothing to do by now but to focus on my studies, my family, and GOD.